THE DEVELOPMENT OF A CHANNELER or I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS
It was now 1977. I had a number of interesting experiences including Out of Body Experiences and Reincarnation recall. Automatic writing was, well Automatic. In fact, I discovered it was handy to use when I was doing my professional Counseling. The client just assumed I was taking notes, not consulting with the spirit world for a read out on them.
However, the one thing that disappointed me was that I couldn't see anything. Other people talked about seeing auras but I couldn't no matter how hard I tried. I tried every technique I read but none of them worked. Even my friend could see them.
I could not get my eyes to "see" auras. Then, one day it occurred to me, why not let my subconscious "see" for me. I would look at a scene and at the same time have a mental image of the scene. Then, I asked my subconscious to supply to the mental scene, what I was not seeing with my eyes. WOW !!!!!!!! It worked!!!!!!! All sorts of things appeared in the mental image that I could not see physically. However, being rather concrete, which is probably why I couldn't "see" in the first place, I wasn't sure if it was just my imagination. So I worked with it to test if it was real.
Initially, there was not much that could be verified. But, I discovered another interesting aspect. I found that if I focused on a person, I could actually see "mental movies". The scenes were like on tape and would replay themselves as long as I paid attention to it. I could shift scenes with them as well.
The first chance I had to check the validity of this was at a meeting of people who were interested in psychic phenomena. I had seen a notice at one of the metaphysical bookstores and had decided to go. Although I am not a social person, I was thirsting for knowledge and to hear about others' experiences.
There was this fellow there that caught my attention. It wasn't the person so much as the mental movie that started playing when I focused on him. It was the same thing over and over. I saw this person, although they looked slightly different, particularly since they were dressed from the 1800's, riding a black horse. The horse was walking along but something happened to frighten it. It started bucking and the rider lost control. He was thrown to the ground but hit in such a way that it obviously broke his neck. I could tell that he was dead.
I saw this scene repeat itself every time I focused on this guy. This was somewhat new to me and it occurred how I could validate what I was seeing. I simply asked the guy two questions:
1. Have you been having problems with your neck? Answer. Yes, I have had to go to a chiropractor because it has been so painful.
2. Do you like horses? Answer. I don't like horses; I can't stand them.
When he asked me why I had asked those questions, I told him about the scene that was replaying itself around him. He was underwhelmed but that didn't matter to me. What excited me was that I had discovered that my subconscious could supply me with what my eyes couldn't see. And, more important, people projected information about things that were currently happening to them, no matter which life to which it was related.
I decided that I needed to work to refine this "Seeing".
TO BE CONTINUED:KUNDALINI....OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!